What Should I Feel?

Today I didn't want to wake up....it's not that I'm sleepy right now I'm actually wide awake. I don't know what to do right now...it's summer break and I have absoultely nothing to do. I can read, I can watch t.v(which sounds really boring this summer)...there's nothing near my house...I can't drive....where is the thrill in my life?! School is the only thing that I like becuause it takes up most of my day, and it is getting me closer to college. I'm watching Final Fantasy but then what? I could look up more anime...but how long would that last me? Oh well.....I'll think of something.